Well here we are again people.
Foot in mouth again !
You know, I spend most of my life swinging from one position to the other !
Either I'm frustrated because I feel like I have no voice in this world which leaves me feeling cornered, caged, pointless as well as feeling like a coward for not having the courage to express myself.
or
If I finally do find the courage to express myself I always seem to offend someone which then sends me running for the shadows, tail between the legs and feeling guilty because I spoke up and offended someone. Once again I did it wrong !
I just don't get it most of the time sorry ! I just don't understand the rules and regulations to conversations and socialising.
I have come to the conclusion that I speak a different language than the rest of humanity.
All of this reminds me of a poem I came across many many years ago which I have always thought captured this perfectly, called ....
Foot in mouth again !
You know, I spend most of my life swinging from one position to the other !
Either I'm frustrated because I feel like I have no voice in this world which leaves me feeling cornered, caged, pointless as well as feeling like a coward for not having the courage to express myself.
or
If I finally do find the courage to express myself I always seem to offend someone which then sends me running for the shadows, tail between the legs and feeling guilty because I spoke up and offended someone. Once again I did it wrong !
I just don't get it most of the time sorry ! I just don't understand the rules and regulations to conversations and socialising.
I have come to the conclusion that I speak a different language than the rest of humanity.
All of this reminds me of a poem I came across many many years ago which I have always thought captured this perfectly, called ....
I know you
By Henry Rollins
If I had a dollar for every time I offended someone I could quit and retire now. Comes with being honest, I'm afraid.
ReplyDeleteJust a big Sooky La La I guess Wanderlust, never been able to offend and not feel the worst out of it.
ReplyDeleteTime for another teaspoon of cement dust I guess to toughen the F@#K Up!